The Who, Why, What, When, Where and How of Love

What does it feel to be in love?
How do you know when you're in love?

Happiness. Joy. Laughter.
That fluttering feeling inside your heart.
Those butterflies flying inside your tummy.
Everything is great. You just want to smile all the time.

But then suddenly it happens.
That first cry.
That first fight.
That first feeling of hate.
That first feeling of being angry.
That first feeling of being selfish.

But somehow, you still hold on.
Eventhough you cried.
Eventhough you had that terrible fight.
Eventhough you sometimes simply hate him/her.
Eventhough your anger drives your crazy.
Eventhough you simply want to be selfish to satisfy your hungry ego.
Some how. You held on.

You asked yourself, "Who?"
"Is he/she the right person for me?"
"Is he/she worth all this?"

You asked yourself, "Why?"
"Why do I love him/her so much?"
"Why am I in this relationship?"

You asked yourself, "What?"
"Is this really true love?"
"Does true love really feels like this?"

You asked yourself, "When?"
"When will this end?"
"When will this be forever?"

You asked yourself, "Where?"
"Where will I see him/her again?"
"Where will this road bring to us?"

You asked yourself, "How?"
"How can I love him/her so much?"
"How can I be in this relationship?"

You can never have the answers.

But you kept holding on.
Holding on to US.

Happy 13th Month Anniversary, Kenthung!
Love you much. Some how. No matter what.